Life Is Ruthless

     That is what a lot of people have to deal with, how life is ruthless. And how painful & heartbreaking it can be. Sometimes you win, nut mostly you lose. Lose the feeling of laughter, friendship. Lose your own family to death, lose your own father because he says your a waste of his time. And sometimes you lose the feeling that every thing will be OK. God is so powerful that he can turn good into bad and vise verse. But right now he allows bad things to happen so greater things can come out of it. Having to be the man of the house early to watch over your mother, when she should be taking care of her child.

     Life is ruthless like being plastered by a hit from Ray Lewis.

      And life will hit you so hard like your being steam rolled by Adrian Peterson. But instead of wearing 28, he wears 25 on the back of his jersey. Instead of being called "All Day", his alter ego is "RED".

That is friends with you before, but you get on the field of play, he becomes your worst nightmare.

He hopes through all the bad that has, and is happening, he prays that God will make him a pro RB.

So that way he can make someone else feel like they are being viciously attacked.

How would you feel if life was so bad, it feels like society is stomping on you with sharp cleats.

    It feels really really tear able, but even though he only has a mother to run to now he also has God, which protects him & loves him unconditionally, & that is what keeps him going.

   He is a follower of Jesus Christ, and encourages people to become followers and to strengthen there relationship with God as well.

   And he thanks God for using him as his tool, especially through football.

    He proves every day that just because his skin color is not black it doesn't mean he can't play running back.

    With full ride scholarships to several private schools, just so he can play the sport that he loves.
 
      And, where RED comes back out for his time to shine.

       But he can't because of his moving situation. Not even knowing where he is going to live, but he doesn't care th new man of the house looking after his mother. This is a tough life.

      This is the life of Jeffrey C. Godwin
       AKA= RED

     Life is ruthless.

   Alot of things have happened over this school year! And it all was bad. My real father will have a relationship with his 2 other kids but he won't have anything to do with me. My step brother getting caught  smoking dope while my friends were over. Now I have to move back to Fayettville n.c. Because my mom and my step dad are getting a divorce. I have also realize how to tell if people are your real friends or if they are fake and will stab you in the back. I just hope God will bless me making it pro playing football so I can show all these haters what they are missing out on.

    My a lot of people have asked me why am I so religious, and I tell them that God has not just been an inspiration in my life but he also has been my chair  to sit on when I need a break from all this stressful situations. I am a follower of Jesus Christ and I feel like it's my duty as a follower to make and to help people have a better relationship with God. If you do become a follower and you get saved life won't just be you know all of a sudden good. You still are going to have your challenges, not because God punishes you but because he wants to push you through tough times, or he might put you in situations to learn, and or for something good to come out of those bad times. But one of the most important things is that you give God the glory for all the good and the bad things that have happened, happening, or are about to happen. If you do that becuase you need comfort through things and not just because you know it's right, He will continue to bless you with what ever you are good at or continue to bless you with good things that have not happend yet.

Why?

            Not every one knows my flaws, every one wants be be bad breakin the laws. It's not how you start its how you finish, Jesus Christ is like water that helps me replenish. For a guy it's hard not to lust , it ain't really easy finding people who you can trust. Run hard with a clear mind, time is like a movie that every one wants to rewind. You shouldn't judge others Evan if you've if you been through it, get back up on ya feet u betta move it.


             If life gets you down, just pray for some comfort, people needa spread there ideas like a bird that spreads its wings and flutter. How can ya family hate ya, there ya fam, they suppose to luv ya. Mike check 1 2 1 2, u say u wanna fight wut is u gone do. Yall haters is hilarious, feburary 5, AqAqA Aquarius, , yall dudes is so delirious,  some of these events in life are various. Y u gotta hate, y can't u luv, god's luv is better than luck from 2 white doves.

Free style

               ain't got no respect, you oh ya baby mama dat check, it wuznt no car crash but it still wuz a bad wreck. I don't screw around, cuz im real son, da past is da past burh whats done is done, u like a doughnut, bein dipped in coffee, Diz feild is my sancurary, where i give the lord my all, make head hurt but u wont grab dat Tylenol, u talk a lotta trash, u thought u had it all all, come yesterday i kissed yo girl at da mall. you like a lawyer who can't get there client off, my roar is so loud, louder than a horses trough.

Hunger Games Movie Review.

               The movie left out a big portion from the beginning of the book. It never show all the events leading down to as why Katniss needed to go to Peeta Melark's bakery to get some bread for her family.

                Why did the people in the capitol look so weird and pale? Its as if they had no life or they were being something that they were not? 

                Leaving some parts out probably made the movie shorter than what it really was men"t to be. Although maybe if they did ad those parts that were in the book the movie would have been longer than anticipated.  

The house of the scorpion page#59

I learnd a new word that is not a fig.lang word. It is Eejit, and it is Irish slang for being an imbosol, or just acting stupid. The sentence that I found this in was, Matt you are so eejit you put the left shoe on the right foot.

TO MUCH HATERS

            Bow! Back on the front lines at school, they think that talkin all dat trash goin behind your back is cool. They really don't care how you are fellin, don't let them get you, bounce back tell em get out of ya face cuz there breath is killin. People in this world will hate on ya, really ain't that delightful, don't understand why yall's wack @1# gotta be so $#@% spiteful. Just quit hatin, cuz dats really agravatin, feels like yall just make my feel bloody while your rakin. The bright side the haters won't be nuthin if dey keep it up, dey sippin on there haterade that sip outta there 2 cent cup.